Tentang Ibu

Aku terasa nak mengarang dalam  bahasa Inggeris. tapi bengongnye, rasa malas tu mencengkam dada. nak susun2 grammar. dah lama tak tulis dalam bahasa Inggeris. I miss doing it.


Kenapa nak cakap tentang ibu? Obviously, memang aku rindu kat ibu aku. eh, bukan ibu! mama la. i miss her a lot. *sigh

This pic was taken during my first day in the university. time tu baru abis setelkan pendaftaran pelajar, bilik dan baru lepas makan2. pastu start minggu orientasi yang entah apa2. I never liked orientation week. I don't know why.



My life journey wasn't that smooth lately. Miserable sangat2. I wish I could be at home, pour everything I felt to her and she would simply lend her shoulder and let me cry. and she would say, "It's OK. It's not your fault. tak baik salahkan takdir."



Everything that I consider very2 tough or big deal, she would comfort me and say, "Everything is just so simple, don't worry sayang. Mama kan ada."



As if she will fix everything for me. dah nak masuk umur 23 tapi still manja lagi dengan mak. but I know, sooner or later everything must be handled by MYSELF. tapi sekarang ni, I am all alone. semua masalah kena handle sendiri. :((((



Nak balik... nak jumpa mama.. :(((((


P/s: sorry buat entry sedih.